it hurts...

it really hurt me... i Didnt know when to start until i realized that i have enough... i learned to move on and love myself... I have to think about myself, there`s a lot in life waiting for me... but it is hurting me to feel that its like he doesnt even know me... as if i don`t exist... the cold text and conversation and avoiding me when we`re together... I tried so hard to get back the friendship though its so hard. I don`t even want to get mad to him but its like he`s pushing me to feel that...